Well now, an interesting development we've been waiting for. Our Lil' Buddy also known as the "Purple Gherkin" (nicknamed that because he photoshopped an African American's appendage on his photo to attract "Johns" on all the gay hookup sites) has posted a new blog about another tryst of HIS and made it sound like OUR MAN was doing the hooking. Just one more of those impossibilities. For those who weren't around to catch it, JP left a few threats on my blog a while back to go to the tabloids with this story if we didn't stop exposing his lies. When I said I'd been in the legal field for 15 years and I work on harassment cases he couldn't get in here fast enough to delete his posts...I still have them JP.
It seems our best blogs on Clay's Equalizers are those we couldn't plan for if we tried. In answer to Buddy's new blog I offer the following which you'll find in our comments section of the previous blog:
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Anonymous said...
Well, I looked and that latest blog is so damn stupid!
He claims Clay met up with someone after his Bull Durham National Anthem performance in May 2003.
How stupid is this fool! Yeah, Clay was there and sang at the game. It was all documented on one of the AI shows. Clay sang at the game, did TV and radio interviews, visited his old high school, had a Bar-B-Que at his Mom's house - all the while with press filming him every minute.
How in the hell could he have found the time to do what Paulus is claiming! What an idiot!!!!!!!!!
12:55 AM
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Just an "insider" said...
Wow, the degenerate just blogged about the guy HE hooked up with, and instead turned it to be someone Clay hooked up with. It's the old "Tim" story.
The blog he just posted is based on the night that John himself met Tim, not Clay. PaulASS has been and STILL IS into Crystal Meth and that is one reason that Tim wanted nothing more to do with him. PaulASS is a drug user and Tim is no longer one.
The problem is that PaulASS just changed the dates to make it look like it would be with Clay way back in 2003. PaulASS really needs to do his homework. He's even been given help on that particular timeframe and yet he can't figure it out. LOL
1) Clay doesn't know Tim so the rest is totally irrelevant but I'll continue.
2) EVERY moment of Clay's time when he was home during that AI 'home visit' was followed with media. EVERY moment. There was a reporter and camera crew with him from the minute he stepped off the plane until he got back to the AI studio. But PaulASS knows that, yet he says there was an arrangement made to meet Tim. Ok, there little BUDDY. Wrong again, but in your drug filled, lying mind, I can see where you would think that - *snort, snort*
3) PaulASS does know Tim. ;) But Tim wanted nothing more to do with PaulASS because of his drug problem. PaulASS wanted so badly to be close to Tim that he said he would stop doing drugs, and even went to join Gold's Gym. (he later left that gym because he couldn't pay his bill). PaulASS was like a shadow to Tim. Tim and his friends used to laugh behind PaulASS's back because he was like a leech. (I wonder if Tim knows that PaulASS is STILL a leech? I think Tim deserves a phone call to let him know this one.)
PaulASS - you are clueless. Why don't you check Tim's REAL address again. You say Hillsborough St? Good guess Buddy, but WRONG. You know that though don't you?
Face it degenerate. You were after Tim. You spent ONE night with Tim and he told you to take a hike because of YOUR METH problem. You know it, and so doesn't Greg know it. Remember Greg? I do.
I usually go to another Gold's Gym in the Raleigh area, but since North Hills is down the street from where I'll be today, maybe I'll just go to that particular gym to work out. Hopefully I'll run into Tim again (it's been over a month since the last time I saw him at Sullivan's), and if not I will leave a note for him at the desk. I think he would find your morning blog very interesting. ;)
6:37 AM
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*Note 1: A4C, now is the time to contact you know who, you know where.
*Note 2: JP, perhaps a couple of your "fernids in high places" should be copied on this.
*Note 3: Just an "Insider", you are our new best friend.
Hangman, Hangman slack your rope.
Hangman, Hangman slack your rope.
Slack it for Old Kkkkkkkkkkkkkkk....
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Ready, set, score Oh Crap!
Great job, nailed him again.
Find it interesting that everyone Pickle slept with CA did, maybe Pickle may be thinking of the cardboard cutout that he shagged!
Me
OK...I've been lurking for a few weeks now. I really have no idea how I ended up finding this awesome blog. Some of this just cracks me up!!! I think some people missed their calling in life.... should be working for the FBI...or something...you people are so so good at detective work. Purple Pickle pants or whatever you call he/she really needs to give it up. The more he/she says...the more laughable it gets.
I'd like to know if the pickled beets are even questioning the time line of CA's so called hook-up and asking the head beet how he knows any of this?
WRAL's Sky 5 helicopter flew him to the ballpark and back. The AI camera crew and a WRAL/FOX 50 camera crew were there. FOX 50 (WRAL's sister station) had the entire visit available on DVD.
http://www.wral.com/news/2188082/detail.html
Isn't this a repeat of one of PaulASS' lies? I really think I read this lie before....
So since the helicopter flew him to
the game and back, did pickle say what kind of parachute CA used and
where he landed?
Actually, it was Scotty that beamed him from spot to spot.
Even one of the swamp land's own calls buddy on his own word:
Sue said...
Hey John,
Just a couple questions/comments.
Would like to know how you came about this info, though I know people send you stuff all the time, so I was just curious about that.
And, second, I thought that you weren't going to do stuff like this anymore? You said you were just gonna do pictures with no comments. What changed your mind?
Not that I care either way, because I like reading the stuff. It's very interesting.
Have a great day!!
Buddy is doing this because it's "head games" to him. The thing is the more he does it the more people will realize that he's just not all there. He's running himself in circles right now making up sh...stuff. Pretty soon he'll start spinnin and look like that synthetic person in Aliens.
I recall reading somewhere that the pickle considers himself to be wired into the Raleigh gay scene. I imagine after these relevations, that the Raleigh gay scene will be well aware ( or should I say wary) of JP..Do they keep an official list of men to avoid?
I never knew that the pickle was a genital plagarist! SHOCKING! At least he's an equal opportunity GP.
The only thing Buddy is wired into is an electrical socket because he can't pay for shock treatments. This might explain the voices.
It's been said before but bears repeating. During AI2 the press was all over Raleigh looking for some dirt on Clay and came up empty handed. If there had been anything at all, they would have found it.
Much as some would love to believe it there ain't no jewel encrusted skeletons in Clay's closet.
Question of the Day:
Why is it that no one else but John will speak up about all these lies and he has to be the one to talk about everyone else Clay allegedly was with? Why won't they say it themselves if it's so true? You can't get sued if it's true, so why won't they?
Tim Tyler isn't that guy's real name. It's a stage name. Little buddy probably is out to get him and hates him too, so that's why he's making up that story. If it were true, why doesn't "Tim" state it for himself?
I remember a panel type interview that Clay, Kim Locke, Kim Caldwell, and the guy that was a back-up singer for Ruben once (can't remember his name now, anyway it took place in Canada when they were doing the AI2 Tour. They talked about the tabloid stories going around. Clay said he was afraid to burp.
Now if he was afraid to burp - do you honestly think he would openly surf the gay places?
It seems Chargrined at the swamp beat me to it. Per Buddy's latest blog:
THIS IS A MAJOR SCREW UP, BUDDY!
Clay sure did make the rounds after that Bull Durham game.
First, it was Corey that Clay hooked up with and now Tim, too? My oh my, how did he manage to ditch that camera crew and increased security to make it with two guys?
Buddy, you continue to make our point that OMC is simply amazing! There's no other man like him!
LOL... thanks Polly Graf. I wasn't going to say anything since he was backtracking, deleting and changing last night. Glad I'm not the only one that remembered. It's still impossible for Clay to be in more than 1 place at a time no matter how extraordinary he is. And since Clay is a 90-Minute Man how did he ditch the cameras and crew for 3 hours?
Don't forget the security detail assigned to him...he had to ditch them to. Also, the poor guy didn't have a car. Had one assigned to him.
I just dug out my DVD and watched it again.
During the second week of May, 03, and accompanied by a film crew, Ruben, Clay and Kimberly left LA and flew by private jet back to their respective hometowns for AI2. Sorry this is so long, but the original version was even longer (9 pages in Word before I snipped it), but it is certainly worth it. It will give you some idea of what that day was like for Clay. Written by a disgruntled photo-journalist and cameraman by the name of Stewart (last name unknown), who worked for the Fox TV affiliate out of Greensboro, NC., he accompanied reporter Cindy Farmer to Raleigh when Clay came to town for Homecoming. This is his story...
"Stewart, do you have gear?" a familiar female voice sputtered.
"Yeah, I'm just leavin' the house."
"Great. We're gonna need to send you to Raleigh ASAP. But you need to come here and pick up Cindy. Clay Aiken is visiting with the Governor!"
"Who the hell's Clay Aiken?"
"CLAY AIKEN! American Idol! He's one of three contestants left on the show! He's from Raleigh and we just found out he's visiting the Governor at ten!"
..."I've been talkin' to his mom," said Cindy, sipping her lipstick-stained straw. "Real sweet lady. Called me this morning to say he's in town. They're on a break before the final two shows, and the Governor's giving him the royal treatment!"
Our station's popular morning anchor had done her homework. As soon as the awkward crooner belted out his first show tune for Simon, Randy and Paula, she began a prolonged telephone-courtship of the singer's family. It paid off a few days ago, when Cindy and another photog had traveled to suburban Raleigh for an on-camera interview with the Aiken Matriarch. Now, a chance to score a one-on-one with the human Muppet himself was at hand, but only if we bent time and space to get there...
...The administrative building loomed before us, but every available parking space was taken, with brightly stickered SUVs, wagons and step vans from other TV stations. I'd expected one or two crews to be there, but I quickly counted thirteen different logos...
..."There’s not much room." Peeking inside, I saw she wasn't kidding. Photographers, reporters, PR flacks, and assorted government officials packed almost every square inch of the small ceremonial office. Through the crush I could see a forest of cameras on tripods set up in a semi-circle around an oversized mahogany desk. Wrapped around each of those cameras was a surly photojournalist, each flipping switches, squinting through viewfinders and trying to expand their personal space.
The unsettling silence continued as I slowly hoisted my camera into it's home atop the towering tripod. As I powered-up, a rustling sound from the front of the room signaled the start of competition. Like birds on a high wire reacting to an unseen force, the flock of news hawks wheeled in unison and bent back over their cameras. A dozen recording decks engaged as two figures entered the room from a door I hadn't even noticed yet.
Craning my neck upward into my high tripod perch I shot over the crowd of station ball caps and zoomed in on Governor Mike Easley. Grinning goofily, the top lawmaker escorted a foppish young gentleman around the assembled pack of media hounds to the prearranged spot in front of the huge State Seal. The clutch of office onlookers erupted in excited whispers; one raised her well-manicured hand to her mouth in frenzied glee. I glanced over at Cindy alongside the far wall and the dizzy twinkle in her own eyes told me the guest of honor had indeed arrived!
As flashbulbs popped and the Governor made small talk, I took a closer look at the gangly young chap standing beside him. With his untucked long sleeve shirt and carefully-arranged bed head, Clay Aiken looked more like he should be folding clearance-items at the nearest Old Navy, instead of stealing the spotlight of the "World's Most Overly-Hyped Talent Show."
This is the guy I raced through five counties for? For him I gotta fight off a pack of pissed-off news-hunters? All for a shot of Opie with a bad hair-cut?
...As the throng of competitors leaned into their own cameras, Governor Easley presented the blushing young crooner with a picture of the ‘James Taylor Bridge’ - a recently dedicated passage named for another famous Tar Heel tune-smith. Focusing in on the picture, I tilted up for a tight-shot of the current hometown hero. Looking overwhelmed at all the fuss around him, the skinny twenty-something giggled nervously, eyes darting at the pack of gadget-bearing strangers tracking his every move.
Clay Aiken laughed it up with the Governor as the print guys clamored for close-ups...
"...and in just a moment we wanna regroup in the rotunda but for now let me say how proud I am..." The Governor's voice continued, and I monitored it's pitch and fall by watching the audio needle dance on the side of my camera. Glancing the other way, I spotted Cindy still inching along the side wall. She was only a few feet from the door the Governor and Clay had entered through, which was now blocked by a burly government thug in a blue blazer...
...The Governor continued his rant praising Raleigh's new favored son, and wishing him luck on the upcoming final two episodes of American Idol...
...Slipping my camera's coiled ear piece into my right ear, I quietly pulled the lever on the tripod plate, picked up the camera and shouldered it. Feeling it's familiar heft, I slowly side stepped toward the door I'd entered from.
...The first thing to hit me was the noise...as what looked like fifteen fourth grade field trips assembled about the marbled floors...
...Stepping out from my shelter of the wall, I looked back in time to see the door to the Governor's office swing open. An invading flank of photogs, reporters, sound guys and radio hacks poured forth through the narrow doorway, wading into the sea of fourth graders towards me. The local news division was now decamped and it was every man (and woman) for himself...
...Sensing the crowd was at maximum density, the State's top Bureaucrat piped up with a sense of delight not even exhibited the night he gained that lofty office. I should know -- I was there.
"Now Clay, if you could favor us with a few bars of a song from your upcoming album. Now I don't wanna plug your album..." [I think he meant single]
"OH! I'LL plug it!" the alleged singer gushed and chortled.
Looking up at the oval of young faces staring down at him, Clay Aiken cleared his throat and for a moment gained the composure of someone totally enlightened and free.
"YES - YOU BELONG TO ME! I’M YOURS EXCLUSIVE-LEE-EEE..."
With a force of nature unexpected from such a bird-like chest, Clay's voice rang out rich and true. Preteens and media jackals alike fell silent as his majestic voice filled every crevice of the historical structure.
"INSEPARABLE IT SEEMS! WE'RE FLOWING LIKE A STREAM..."
The VU meter on my camera pegged at precisely the right point, as my wireless microphone on Clay's collar captured every nuance of his incredibly powerful pipes.
Through my viewfinder I zoomed in on the rapturous expression that floated over the psuedo-celebritiy's visage. As he attacked the refrain with a voice that would send Jeffery Osbourne back to his singing coach, I followed his voice with my camera, panning up to the frozen throng of onlookers - their mouths forming tiny O's at the undeniable glory of this unlikely heartthrob's golden throat.
"TOGETHER, FLYING HI-I-I-GH!
FLY-ING HIGH UPON THE WINGS OF L-O-O-O-O-O-O-V-E!"
As the apparently seasoned showtune-belter wrung the last syllable for all it was worth, a collective gasp of serendipity floated over the frozen onlookers. Even the ivory-white busts of long-dead lawmakers seemed to smile and sigh. When the expertly bent final note finally echoed to a close, a burst of enthusiastic applause took over the room. I would have clapped myself had my hands not been full of badly aging television equipment. Trying to regain my well-earned armor of nonchalance, I no longer wondered what made this jug-eared kid special in the eyes and ears of viewers. Simply put, the dude could WAIL - wherever the current craze took him, he would definitely earn his living with his golden pipes. And no doubt it would be a very good living indeed! For a moment I felt a bit foolish for having so heavily disparaged the American Idol juggernaut. But that feeling quickly turned to panic as the Governor quickly dismissed himself to a cadre of awaiting handlers, as the pack of media hounds surged toward Clay for the traditional torrent of questions and answers.
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After the visit with the Governor, Clay visited a couple of radio stations, schools, the YMCA, sang the Nat'l Anthem for the Bulls Durham game, signed autographs; all with the same response. The day ended with a NC bar-be-que at the home of his mother and at least 100 people; all of which was captured on tape before the Idols were whisked back to LA.
Once again, Buddy, you are a proven liar!
What a woman!!!! Passing her/him a tissue.
John Paulus said...
I have been accused by a certain member of this blog of being a Claymate and of coddling Claymates. After all that has happened to me and all that I have tolerated and endured to have that suggested is the paradigm of insults. This person has insulted my integrity and character. If I, as a person, can not echo and openly share my thoughts without immediately being jumped on and insulted by someone that I considered a friend then I must question why I continue with this blog and bear the brunt of all the Claymate hate. I am just beside myself right now and must consider if continuing this is really worth it especially if this is how I am treated when sharing my feelings.
Are all gays that wordy and emotional like John and Clarus? It's seriously worse than women. Ick.
Well, Welcome to "AS THE QUARTER TURNS" starring John Paulus who has recently trademarked his new stage name, "BUTT MUNCH".
From the swamp:
Becca said...
About the "Claymate" accusation John, I will say this. You have posted both negatively and positively about Clay.
Uhh did I miss something? When has the swamp buddy monster ever posted something positive about Clay? The size of his penis?
Anon, he still hasn't gotten that right.
True, maybe he was on too much meth.
Polly Graf,
Thanks for posting that article! I remember it so well. The glorious reaction to "that voice" was wonderful.
The nutbar has told so many stories that he forgets what lies he's already told, and when he deletes his own blog entries, he has no place to look them up. He just makes a fool of himself again.
To anonymous who commented about John's sister: while I don't care for her character, she was dragged into this by her uncaring brother. I would prefer to not let the comment through, sorry.
He is just postering, he'll get over it and be back to old crap in no time ....the other followers are probably offering all kinds of
sympathy...with nary a question being answered. New blog soon -
Predictable or what?
Alright, but you have to admit it was funny.
Now wonder buddy does meth. It's the poor man's coke. I don't think his $180 a month income would buy much blow.
The swamp monster is part of the gay conspiracy and Clay haters to hurt Clay. He knows he's lying and could get sued, but took the chance knowning he doesn't have a pit to hiss in, so they can't suck blood out of a $170 check and he can't go to jail so I think he says WTF.
I heard there are a lot of alligators out now and I hope the swamp gets eaten by them. slurp..
Clarus, Sparkled and a few others really better watch what they say about Clay as fact. They too can get sued.
Polly Graf said...
It seems Chargrined at the swamp beat me to it. Per Buddy's latest blog:
THIS IS A MAJOR SCREW UP, BUDDY!
Clay sure did make the rounds after that Bull Durham game.
First, it was Corey that Clay hooked up with and now Tim, too? My oh my, how did he manage to ditch that camera crew and increased security to make it with two guys?
Buddy, you continue to make our point that OMC is simply amazing! There's no other man like him!
11:48 AM
Okay, is this post from Buddy's swamp and was it posted by one of his "supporters". Are they beginning to see the light over there?
On second thought, why can't you publish my comments regarding his sister? It is my opinion, not yours, and I have the right to state it.
And I have the right to reject it. No offense meant.
John Paulus said...
I have been accused by a certain member of this blog of being a Claymate and of coddling Claymates. [Well, ban her/him, Buddy! How dare they accuse you of such a thing. Why, that's worse than being accused of Jack the Ripper, Hannibal Leichter, Groucho...] After all that has happened to me and all that I have tolerated and endured to have that suggested is the paradigm of insults. [You wrote this? Not one spelling error? C'mon...tell the truth. Impossible, you say? Are you using Word now?] This person has insulted my integrity and character. [Uh...Excuse me, what integrity and character?] If I, as a person, can not echo and openly share my thoughts without immediately being jumped on and insulted by someone that I considered a friend then I must question why I continue with this blog and bear the brunt of all the Claymate hate. [Go for it, Buddy! Now's the time! Get out while you still can. I don't blame you.] I am just beside myself right now and must consider if continuing this is really worth it especially if this is how I am treated when sharing my feelings. [It isn't worth it. You know it; we all know it! You only have about a week and a half left and everything will be changing. We will soon have a new single. I even hear through the grapevine that Clay isn't doing the GMA Summer Concert because he has a one hour interview lined up with Diane. It's only a rumor, but it makes sense to me!]
If you're smart, you would get out now and never look back. But then again, everyone knows you're not all that smart, so I'll guess you'll be staying around for more abuse. Poor Buddy. But don't feel too badly; we'll always be here to keep you honest!
To Anon, I meant to post that last comment but I must have hit delete so I'll answer anyway....Yep, it was and I nearly spewed my tea.
"...is this post from Buddy's swamp and was it posted by one of his "supporters". Are they beginning to see the light over there?"
Anon 1:09 - No, it wasn't posted at the swamp. Chargrin posted and pointed out that first it was Corey and now Tim after the Bull Durham game. That's all I meant.
Oops! I see your comment now.
Poor little frog eye'd buddy is off pouting in a corner like a woman now.
lol oh Crap. Oh well, I hope you got your keyboard cleaned up and no bird's nests hatched in it. LOL
Little buddy is probably scrambling to cum up with plan B now.
My blog will be ending.
Hallelujah!! Thank you, Jesus!
THIS JUST IN FROM THE SWAMP!!
"Heads up.
I just wanted to give everyone a quick heads up. If there is anything you wish to have from this blog please take the time to save it. Tonight I will post my good bye message and thank you message to you and explain the reason behind it. After being spit upon by platypus yesterday and today my eyes were open. I will explain more after I have continued to vent.
posted by John Paulus @ 4:40 PM"
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I'm not getting too excited about this. I think he just wants to be petted and coddled into staying around.
John, I would hope that when you say your good-byes that you would admit to the lies about Clay. I seriously doubt that you will but if you do I think we'd all say, "Go in peace." If you don't atone for the viciousness of your actions then we'll probably have something different to say.. count on it.
LOL...there's NYC Taxi Shots. I remember the . and now we have , Don't know what you mean but I love it.
I doubt that the SWAMP THING is actually giving up the HATE blog. Hasen't he used this ploy before just to get more attention from his stupid lemmings? I think he also gets some perverted pleasure in getting our hopes up that he will be GONE. If he does actually disappear I feel this blog played a big part in his demise. He can't handle the TRUTH and he knows you ladies are not ever giving up. We all know that he lacks stamina!
Let's just hope this is the end of the hate blog including all his hidden ones he set up .. and the end of John's part in a scandal that never should have been.
Clay's Equalizers will remain as I believe there are others who need to be knocked down a peg or two. Our message is clear... Wrong Guy, Wrong Fanbase but I refuse to get cocky and put my guard down.
What did I tell you all earlier? I said, he's busy coming up with plan B and then came his statement. I was correct. Just because I'm an anon, doesn't mean I don't know what's going on.
becca said...
"My feelings for the Claymates range from outrage to pity. My feelings for Clay are more defined, it's called hate. Hatred for the type of person who would so willingly carry out such a fraud without even of pang of guilty conscience and he is going to continue doing so as long as there are calico's and polly grafs in the fandom more than willing to take the "beating".
4:17 PM"
Pity? I don't need your pity. And beatings? You call the juvenile behavior of your actions, beatings? Honey, do you live in the real world? What little I have "suffered" or "taken," I would not only do all over again, but hopefully even better a second time. But it's nothing compared to what you've put Clay through, without ever hearing his side of the story, based on lies, deceit, innuendos and half-truths. You fancy yourselves intelligent...maybe, but definitely not fair minded.
I have made mistakes of my own; I have some regrets, but I have never been afraid of John or of his intimidation. But, like many others, at least we did something!!
I'm the one who feels pity for you. I don't know how to hate with the viciousness some of you have displayed, directed toward someone YOU don't even know. (Unless you hurt one of my children). Hatred will eat away at your insides like a cancer and usually comes from something unresolved. And the best thing, the very best thing, for all concerned is for John to let this mess die. If he is sincere, he has my genuine thanks. I speak only for myself, as I'm sure others will disagree.
Any perceived punishment due John for his actions or behavior is not ours to give. That's between John and his God. But if he's truly at the point of giving this up, then he has a great head start and I will definitely tell him it's the right thing to do, even if he doesn't want to, and I will pray for him. That won't be easy, but doing the right thing is not always easy.
John, go in peace! - Polly
Does anyone know who Platypus is?
No I don't but what exactly happened?
I think I know what he's up to and it isn't over by far. He's a manipulating, lying, snake.
I have no clue what happened. If what anonymous says is true that he's up to something else then I'll go sharpen my claws again.
Care to share what you think is up?
I definitely wouldn't get your hopes up everyone. He's up to something.
Ya think I have time for a nap before the next round?
This is better than any tv show that I've ever watched!!! Picklepants is going down!
Oh C, I honestly don't know anything or what it is, but I just have a feeling. I mean look at his very deeply sincere regret apology and then he went right back into all his evil ways that he stated he wouldn't. I don't have any other info or I would definitely share.
If you remember, he stated he would NEVER ever give this up. He was in the military and when one plan doesn't work they will go another route.
Yes, I do believe you have time for a few hour nap crap. LOL I made a rhyme.
HEEEEERe'S JOHHHNNIE!!!
Saturday, July 08, 2006
Good bye.
Little did I know back on December 16th, 2005 how much my life would change- and not for the better. I had a great job; I finally move past the hurt I had endured from a tumultuous and difficult 8 year relationship; I was happy again; and I was ready to look for someone to share my life with. One month later my life changed completely. I went from being known as a decorated army veteran turned real estate agent to Clay Aiken's one night stand turned porno actor.
When I wrote last month about my regrets and apologized for the hurt that I had caused I meant it. There will always be some who will doubt my story and the information that I have posted on my blog, but Clay, God and I know the truth and in the end that's what matters.
I have endured a lot. I have been called a whore; a liar; an escort; an opportunist; a coward; a scumbag; a queer; and the list goes on. Lies were spread that I was a junkie; a dope dealer; a drug addict, etc. My credit reports were pulled and background investigations completed on me. My parents divorce records were researched and that information was leaked. Messages were left on my fathers home and business line informing him what a loser he son was. My mother received similar messages as well- some telling her what a poor mother she was and how she was an embarrassment to all mothers. My sister and niece were harassed to the point where her daughter had to receive an police escort to school until they could relocate. My once posted naked pictures were mailed to my grandparents. Claymates visited my home and took pictures and posted them on the Internet while others shouted from their vehicles telling my neighbors that I was a porno whore and a pedophile. My former employers were inundated with phone calls demanding that I be fired while associates and agents where emailed pictures I had posted on the Internet resulting in my firing. People circulated lies that I was HIV positive and had STD's while others posted false profiles of me on several gay websites with similar false information. I have had my phoneline cut and my brakes tampered with. I have had subscriptions to magazines filled out in my name as well as coffee memberships. I have had my life and pet's life threatened. My mother has been called a whore, a disgrace, etc and my sister trailer trash, a slut, etc. by Claymates. I have had virus's emailed to me and on two occasions had to reformat my hard drive. I have had people in public who recognized me call me names and talk about me. The list goes on and on. Yes, all this I have endured and still I carried on. I continued, because I know the truth and my integrity meant a lot to me.
It should come as no surprise then that I was both hurt and insulted when I respectfully asked platypus, via a private email, to temper her comments and she replied that I was a Claymate. This has NOT been the first time that she has insinuated this or has privately called me this and other names. She has questioned my integrity and my character when I ask that she please take the time to understand opposing points of view. Others have been insulted by her throwing around so easily the word Claymate when someone didn't agree with her. I felt as if someone just walked up to me and spit in my face. I thought long and hard last night about it. Was it really worth it for me to put my life on hold and be the lightening rod for all the Claymate anger only to be thought of in this way? Was it really worth it to devote so much and have my integrity questioned by someone I considered a friend? I thought I would just ignore it. This morning I was all but over it when I received an IM from platypus instructing me that I had an email. I will not go into the details of its content, but I was shaking with rage after reading it. It was then that I decided that it is not worth it for me. It is not worth for me to be treated with more disrespect than I was treated with by Clay Aiken.
I have dedicated six months, SIX long months to getting the truth out there. Few will know the time and dedication it has taken to run this blog. I have done my best to check and re-check information that was provided and to verify facts. Behind the scenes I wrestled and quarrel with Claymates and have turned down monetary offers in exchage for ending this blog. I answered nearly EVERY email and IM that was sent- as many as 200 a day. I had to distinguish between false and misleading information and posers from facts from genuine sources. I have dedicated nearly 15-16 hours a day almost every day on this blog. I delved into my saving so that I could support myself while I ran this blog. I have had little rest or free time away from this blog and even while on vacation I kept a laptop or Palm with me to make sure I didn't miss any development so that I could keep you the reader informed. Despite this dedication and investment I have some who feel insulted when I ONLY ask that they be respectful of others point of view. Despite ALL of this I am called a Claymate and told that I am coddling them. Truth be told the blog was a place for EVERYONE not just for a certain group of people. This was suppose to be a place where ALL points of view were welcomed and people could express themselves freely. There were ONLY two rules- no spamming and no racial remarks. I ONLY requested that posters from ALL sides be respectful, because ONLY then can each side understand the other. I guess I didn't articulate that well.
I want to thank the many of you that have visited my blog and who have believed and supported me. Some of you I hope will keep in contact and perhaps we can one day have a Room 207 convention without the sex.
So now it is time for me to appreciate life and try to rescue what pieces remain. I only hope that people will allow me to do so. Take care, good bye and God bless.
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posted by John Paulus @ 6:30 PM
Well, if for some bizarre reason he really does go away, I say let him go in peace. Let him get on with his life. If he stays away from Clay and Clayfans we should leave him be. He will never recant his lies--he is not capable of that. My only wish for him is that he finds something constructive to do with his life, which has been worthless ever since he manipulated his way out of the military.
pinklily said...
I can only imagine what a drain this has been on John. He has taken more than his share of abuse and crap from the expert sh**slingers!
I will really miss this!
This makes me puke! What a drain this is all on John???? John started this entire thing and he didn't have to. He asked for every bit of the backlash and more. How about feeling sorry for an innocent victim like Clay?
JazzGirl70 said...
John, take care of yourself.
Yes, please get a job and a life.
Gosh I cannot wait for his long rambling blog tonight full of bullshit.
Military strategy for failed attempt . . . fade back . . . regroup . . . new plan . . . attack!
We the Clay Nation DO NOT fade. We are At Full Ready . . . 24/7.
. . . and with Clay's brief appearance on AI5 . . . new fans are seeking us out . . . we don't have to resort to recruitment tactics to stay strong.
Bring it on . . .
There you have it. He's still a liar extraordinaire and he's the one that started the HIV thing. What a shit he is.
John...too funny. You brought it all on yourself. Ding dong. And, if um...all that "stuff" happened to you and your family....all I can say is "what goes around, comes around". "You reap what you sow."
Gosh...what will I amuse myself with now while I'm waiting for Clay's cd??
Is that post for real?
Not one mention of blabbing to the NE, Stern and anyone else who would listen?
He had an opportunity to go out with a little class but he chose his normal route of leaving his lies behind.
At any rate I hope he is out of Clay's life and ours forever. He is the one that has to live with what he's done and the lies he's told. May he find no mercy or peace.
A note from John. How pedictable. If I don't quit insulting him he'll pass his blog on to someone else.
Perhaps he didn't read the one way above that where I was prepared to tell him to go in peace.
Just go John. Many of us have agreed on No Celebration so just take it and go.
I feel sorry for Clarus. He has no one to ramble to no more. His blog is borrrrrrrrrrring.
Casey I don't know if TG would have told him to back off or not. If JP is really going I am at least grateful for that at the moment. I just want the illusion of having our innocense back and celebrating the one person that makes so many happy.
I want my...I want my... I want my Clay CD
Be prepared! I hear there is a lot of nasty posting going on at JP's blog so it sounds like Emach's and Groucho's crew are doing their thing.
Currently Enjoying My Innocent Fantasies in Peace
. . . . not holding my breath
Anyone ever read the lyrics to: Cry Me A River?
No, not gonna post them - keeping the Peace and All.
But I do have this smirky little smile on my face.
Are Emach and Groucho pretending to be Claymates?
Whether you believe that he is closing his blog or not, I think it would benefit all involved if everyone allows him to do so without alot of insults or negative comments. If he changes his mind later, then that will be what happens. But for now, I think it would be a good idea to let him go peacefully without having to further defend himself at this time. It would be the best way for John, and for all the fans. If John is really ending his blog as it seems he is, I would like to say thank you to him for doing so.
It has certainly been a crazy day.
Yes it has. I had a nice nap, woke up at 10 and I'm ready to go back to sleep again. I was really tired. I don't know how JP blogged day and night because I stayed up as late as I could every night to put through as many posts as possible. When I hit the bed I zonked out almost immediately.
It's ok if you don't answer this, but I did slip into the Jp blog and discovered the tinfoil blog. Now this I see is a group of people who say "Claytards" are a cult, yet they have alligned themselves to one JP. They really think they are right and honest and true in what they are doing.
My question is, do we need to worry?
We really don't need to worry about this group at tinfoilhat. It's the same group of Kelly and Ruben fans that we've been dealing with for 3 years. There are expert Clay fans who are used to handling them but we'll be ready and waiting just in case.
Some little group of name calling folks don't bother me at all. Their language speaks volumes about who they are and how they think.
I'm happy to see THAT blog gone, because it was a free for all for them. While JP may have not been the head name-caller, he sure did allow it there. I'm not going to rehash what he blogged - we all have seen enough.
John - If you are sincere about leaving this all behind, then go and live a happy life. I don't think for one minute that the last 6 months was a happy time for you. IMO, you got on a path that you never meant to take.
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